detectives

Artificial intelligence is limited by erasure.
It cannot know about the things we delete.
It doesn't know why we delete them.
It doesn't know that it only takes a minute.
You cannot take things back.

World without words

When I walk down the street
everyone is talking.
It used to be conversations.
Now it is psychotic monologues.

I am polite and hold these within.
but everyone around me is so loud.
I can always hear you.
Yet I will not pause.

It is without words that I sense these layers.
I am reminded of the folds of conciousness.
As I walk through preston street under the scaffolding
I move centered in my hips, while I cheer myself on,
while my transcendental self whispers the past into my present mind,
the noisemaker, the aimless prayer, Babel.

The smile I wear.
Wonder at my ability
to keep it all straight
to keep it so quiet. (beandip)

Slave?

To clear up a point about Nietzsche:
Slave morality is how the slaves gain power.
When deciding on a moral compass,
one should consider whether she be slave or not.
It's an american disease, where the poor think they are rich.
Wherein the slaves believe they have been emancipated.
But we are mostly slaves still and slaves we remain.

Notice the importance of sexual conduct in politics.
This is how we exert our power.
All the old man wants is to fuck your wife and your daughters.
The american system works.
We put the old man's cock in a bind.
We may be born dead, but our children will not be fucked.
This is the rule of matriarchy.

When I think of Fred N.,  I think of him mute in a chair,
bloacked from agency by premature decrepitude,
while his sister sells him off to the Nazis and Racists,
siphoning off his flashy daring-do prose
from the peaceful message he wanted to share.
Remember he stood up for that horse, it was the last thing he could do.
Died clinging to that horse, you can't tell me he wasn't a slave too.

hello world

Hi world!  how are you doing!
I i guess I am dreaming!
I guess I'm a god!
I can't imagine
Ever getting older
I've been wearing the mask of oldness my hole life.
What the fuck!
Is this world about!
I love this world!
Thank you!
Hello cat, sleep on!
I envy your joy!
I share in joy with you!
This room is heaven!
But I'm not dead!
It is true that ICannot feel my heart beat
Nor can i feel myself breathe!
But still I insist on my reality!
What wonder is this world,
This universe I gave birth too.
Who else wants life, I can breathe into you
Who wants to create, the world in our dream visions.
Multiple dimensions are real!

The noosphere

There are two way ideas kill.

There is cancer.  the overproduction the uselessness.

there is the virus, which is decadence.

I vote for poetry--

say exactly what you mean,

it's not a directive, and it may not be worth 

anyone's time, but it is right,

it agrees with you,

Hopefully it isn't junk.

It may be thrown away,

but you know what they say

about one man's garbage.  

the system isn't here to hurt you

the system is about the delivery of goods

If you don't want any goods,

please me quiet they ask.  

Just say something they don't understand,

it will cause them pause before they forget you.

all you can do is slow them down.

Red Fred

Why the wand of suddenly-stopping death strokes the head of a newborn child,
we cannot fathom the depths of the oligarchy (strawberry rainbow).
New to to sin, I take off my slipper and wade into fear,
my eyeball pulsates, and rings, flying at the sound of the bell.

Blue to goof, bluest sea, crashing hard by the empty bars,
A place where sailors used to sing, songs about the sexual lives of camels.
Songs about fucking animals of all kinds, a noahs ark with pay per view slots--
my grandfather rocks in his chair, hearing the sweet water gurgle in the back of his throat,
where the hypocamus meets the tongue, a peaceful canal.

Take this flag as an apology, we know he had it rough,
staying silent all those years must have been tough.
If only we could remember what his father said while drunk and roiling,
we wouldn't have to reconstruct the world at war, in our garden, toiling.

May by all accounts
let us count what is unfisnished
and brave the new city wanderings
of night left despairing

This is a story of failure,
of bathos, like everything
upon second glance.
the unseen is the only thing worth while
and while you weigh your worth
you can find a branch of cypress tree
growing, a suitable perch for the diamond
birds who sing, tre-a-lee a lee,
the whistling ding of a copper pot, just shot,
spit fresh from the mouths of toothless deities,
old lechers once known as gods,
and now not known at all.

but it's better this way, so a whisper says,
like everything reconsidered.
Good advice comes cheap from all directions,
from the lives of failure.
If failure is the point of life,
then failure is success.
But if success is a means in itself,
we have a fork.
the kind of fork for eating shellfish.
Which is verboten according to the wisdom.
of several most prominent religious scholars.
the shellfish is there for a reason.  We live in
a filthy part of the world.  If everything is
water, we can't see to deep.

Again the man of religious learning says oi.

"Fine do it for the environment, we used to call it
G-d in my day, the instructions are the same.
Don't eat shellfish, don't eat pigs.  meat and dairy together,
too excessive.  That's a fork. Hey really we've cultivated all
the good advice, more advice than you could ever use.
but I understand, you're a smart kid, we'll arrive on your own,
sounds great I wish you LUCK"

Living Error

The system of information needs your lies

Your malfunction is something we can't

live without.

In order to maintain our system of binary 

information, before we go analog,

we need the unfolding failure that 

is your life your health,

the model of wrongness.

In order to maintain the correct path way

In order to not stray from our goal

of total efficency.

Total oblivion.  

The difference between us and we is

Us people want peace.

Earthly paradise exists,

though not for long.

Always interrupted by barking dogs,

and children.  

My warts are an access point

To the system.

Our failures are the way

to peace.  

Life- World

Any transcendental practice has to keep rhythm in mind.

You have to pick your domain as well.

The best domain is your life.

Call this your Life-world.

It does no contain the potential.

It contains the experienced.

There are times, empty times of day, when one takes a walk with a full epoche.

Shielding their mind from knowledge, moving through the light, a substance like water.

And there are walks that dreams take you on, that lead you to the destination you were searching for but couldn't name.

When the fear of fate wells up inside your chest, it is time to take an epoche.

You know it's time to pull back when your mouth gives you start, when the anger builds inside your legs.

This is where it gets personal.

Rhythmic analysis of your life.

Are you a funky person?

My movie

An adaptation of shadrach mesach and abednego.
The story is the last day before they're sentenced to face the fiery furnace.
Shadrach visits several women, dominates a conversation with his brothers, is strong and tough, in a hetero-normative way.
Mesrach gazes at images of babylons destructions.
Abednego does calculations of the stars, figures out the science of survival.

King Nebuchanezzar is played by the capitalist machinery, no real stage presence.  His behalf is represented by a series of old men.

The end of the movie the brothers come together and face the fiery furnace, which is a where they become sacrifices to the gods of American culture.  I was thinking they play as a band on a television show.  like Ed Sullivan.  They have not forgone the anxiety of whether it will go well or not.  The fear is that their image is being baked and hardened, they are being branded for the one thing they will be known by.

The happy ending is that they are not torn apart-- they live.  And moments of time still feel the same way they always have.  Also, their band rips.

I really must advocate a transcendental philosophy.  It is hard to talk about, because it does not encourage joining hands.  Still, hand joining is possible, with much practice.  The philosophy of Edmund Husserl is a scientific explanation of transcendentalism.  It is equivalent to Eastern meditational practices, but written in the terms of Western science (there is no Eastern Science).

The idea is that being is measured on the x axis.  The particles are measured in terms of seconds.  If you monitor yourself, or someone else for a few seconds, the description of your state, or their state, would be quite simple.  It might be "i was thinking about my feet." or "I was walking and wondering about God."

the point of this exercise is to demonstrate that the mind points in one direction.  the mind does one thing at a time.  they may be sequenced, but consciousness runs on the time scale.

With this fact we can take an ethical leap.

From here we decide to live in the present moment.

To see an object might bring memories of similar objects.

A transcendental philosophy advocates an understanding.

the present is the present.  This is consciousness in the body. The body includes the head.

There is the past.  The past is the former present.  While important, it is illogical or the past to take precedent over the present.  This problem is the source of many dysfunctional minds.

There is the future, which is a mystical force.  This is what is meant by spirit.  There is a sort of consciousness in desire.  Science hasn't reached the shores of the consciousness of desire yet.

To understand the consciousness of desire, one only has to focus clearly on the present, completely shutting out the past. The future then will arrive clearly.

As far as methodologies of shutting out the past:
Husserl was a philosopher and was able to use his philosophical conditioning to reach a transcendental state through thought experiments which are the manna of the field.

I sense that part of the reason he didn't so much catch on was that he didn't have an abstract enough approach to transcendentalism.  He certainly laid out the evidence for why it would enhance western society, in particular the field of science.  However, he may not have taken into consideration that everyone has a different set of experiences that can help them in the transcendental path, and a different past they run away from.

What I mean is, some people think while sitting in peace, some while walking the streets.

What is important is to ignore everything you know.  Do this occasionally.

this explanation is getting too complicated, so I take that as a sign to cut it off here.  Concision is a blessing bestowed by transcendentalism.

Music/message

Nirvana:
Suicide martyr--
frustrated depressives win
a scratch off ticket

Pearl jam:
Messages forgone
in place of craft and grunt prayer.
The end of style.

Alice in chains:
nirvana on dope
same story without the end,
the end is the same.

Soundgarden:
Was the lesson learnt?
Transcendental commodities
find strange shores, strange fruits.

Smashing Pumpkins:
An evil child
becomes mock maturation,
a disgusting man

fine wine is bullshit

Wine tastes bad, newsflash.
It does vary by region.
It's the same everywhere.
Another case of money-laundering
and a missing wink.

Just be glad the wine you drink doesn't have hair in it.
This is why you haven't heard of Spanish wine.
No need to keep up appearances.

You buy for a label, or if you know a guy.
Wine thugs carry guns, oh yeah.

I'd rather drink warm water,
with a drop of blood,
a witches brew,
for my bitch's crew,
cast a spell of sleep
for me, and you.

outlooks

My war scenario:

The techno pods will be housed in urban clusters,

The unintegrated will set upon us in a siege.

Luckily we can survive on pure chemical nourishment.

We own the boats, and the communication will still exist.

The capitalists are on our side.

There are people who care about their bloodline.

There are people with no reason or chance to feel bitterness toward their parents.

there are people who will engage the dialectic of the blood.

Us others will engage the dialectic of our lives.

The only way to win the war is to plug your ears and sing.

Still the only thing worth doing is talking.  

and and or

and or or

and and or 

and or or

the wisdom to be gleaned from the fallen is their prayer.

fill your head with captive melody and proceed with caution and patience.

If you really need a decoder ring to make it through,

remember frodo and smeigel.

Lotr was written with Tolkiens son was fighting in S. Africa.

The excessive battle sequences were codes.  

The epic itself

the ring cycle.

destroy the sense of epic.

Racial narrative must fail, their sense of urgency comes from their tragic internal narrative.

to unfurl their story completely includes their own defeat.

To wage war is to lose.  

Find ground between the transcendental and the tragic, necessary compromise, hard bargaining. 

virtual reality prisons, youth looking in on itself.

my cell phone is a gps, sometimes an alibi,

sometimes a box.

Love is the secret weapon against the fascists,

because to understand how it works is to fall victim to it.

This post a review of Ian Svenonius's Psychic Soviet.

a bunch of stinking pussies

You are all a bunch of stinking pussies.
You are afraid of men in caves.
afraid of cavemen getting on planes.
that's fucking pathetic.


nuclear weapons is something to be afraid of.
unless you get your self straight and set your aspirations high,
real fucking high, you are a disappointment,
because you lived in the golden age and didn't do shit about it.
There was nothing but opportunity for change and you had your head up your ass.
there aren't even communists anymore.  (word to my sister)

There are no communists countries to ruin the term,
what is the big deal about loudly poclaiming your radical anarcho-communist ideals?

What do you want for me

I propose eliminating taxes on business.
But workers have a say in business.
Let's take this to the backrooms buddy.
Every back room.  the important thing is to
communication perfectly regulated.  the team
with the best poets controls what is done with the excess.

as always, the world comes down to the microphones.
A new science of rhetoric emerges.
life becomes a very careful construction of language.
passwords.
You go in a lot of room that could get you killed, but the game is nice they don't want to hurt you.
Best to do it when you're new to the game.
But don't spare a minute.

Wild animals

What I want to know
is when will be able
to fill our city
with beasts.

I'm talking wild pigs,
I'm talking JRTs.
I'm talking tigers.
What if we were afraid of tigers once again.
If we took our cues from animal behavior.

It would be so simple to revert.
Compared to what we deal with now.

I asked the Devil what he wants with my soul.
"MMM, OIL IS DELICIOUS!"
he replied, fingering itching to lick the bowl.

I was comforted to know that this is who we stand against.

Thales said everything is water.  We're not water, and neither is she.
We're oil.

The war

I pick the side of the lonesome.
I pick the side of whoever can move me.
Stephen Hawking, who trusts a man like that
on the fundamentals of humanity, thinks that
Gravity and G-d are exclusive elements.
But we who study language know.
Both of these words start with a G.
That is enough to start a connection, if not a cognate.
The English language is lucky to have the influence
of German, we get signifying capital letters.
And that's enough for me to say Gravity, which is
enough to explain the universe, could be worshipped as
G-d.  the worshipping is still the difficulty in this manner.
Does S. Hawking have a grudge against mankind?
It wouldn't surprise me.  Much of his work is now irrelevant,
has been improved on by physicists who have long Dravidian names,
and, this will sound terrible, less media savvy, if you know what i mean.
Why is he important.  Well, physicists are generally viewed as house slaves
by those who mean War.  They live in the bubble of silence.  Even God tip
toes around the Hawk, as he is known in Black Hole societies,
scattered here and there in little pockets of the universe.

Lamarck

Charles Darwin lived in the world of colonies and his science was upright
and dignified.  He spoke of racial harmony, brotherhood among men.
Because some men come from the ape, and others, descend from the reptile.
But it was important in the 19th century, and science played our part.
Science caused the wars, supported the wars enabled the wars, all to
prove, that a system of subjugation based on race, at least, was wrong.
Because Scientists know before everything, the difference between right
and wrong.

It is appropriate know, now that we are in the last racial conflict left over from
the Age of War, in the middle east, the least populated region in the world, the desert.
It is appropriate for our theory of biology to change tasks from bringing the races of
the world into economic and reproductive contact, and reconsider the biology of
Lamarck.  The structure that holds back the child from knowledge is the parent.
Already our chosen children are being stigmatized.  Our children our being placed
under tighter control.  What is called autism now, is the diagnosis of genius in
an age of unchecked information exchange.  I look with envy at the autistic child,
because they have figured out the solution right away to their TV-fried parents.

zombie

Les (h)ombres = z'omb'e shadow (man)

zumbi = fetish

nzambi,  "god"


jumbie - ghost


Four possible origins of the word zombie.  French, African, and creole.  In the context of the phenomenon, all four words seem to name aspects of the same thing, with varying levels of pejorative.  To you he's a dead man, but I'm just glad my brother isn't dead, thought he was for a minute there.  

Baltimore

Hey you sweet little hipster honey pie, you resemble a spy,
or a spy resembles you, it's just hard to tell when you're all alone,
and going about your business so single-mindedly,
I am liable to try to get a reaction from you just to test you,
to see what you do, because we all know the shake down is here,
and a lot of motherfuckers are hiding out, see.

The dominos are falling, the tricky lice are fleeing,
 I tried to tell you that pimping ain't easy.
Junkfood isn't healthy but Mc Donald means no harm,
he's a popular guy.  Senators eat there.
And Senators also buy children.
Well shit, imagine the worst thing you can think of.
I know, I know, it's almost unimaginable.
Almost.
Well know imagine if you had an earned reputation for evil.
If you were a known motherfucker,
but just such a bad motherfucker that no one could do nothing about it.
This is how you discover the truth of the world.
You think you're tired now?
I can imagine it only gets worst.
You think it's hard to enjoy life as it is?
Men travel through the desert for days,
for a few moments grace.

There are no celebrity babies.
There are celebrities with babies.
As many as they can get,
to save them and to siphon thei excess purity,
and raise them as autistic buddhas in electric wheelchairs.
Get used to the name Suri.
There is synergy in the name Apple.
Invest in a name for yourself,
if you lack the fortune of being born a jew.

We have our soma at least,
look at that,
stay distracted (not sarcasm),
For the love of your life stay distracted when you drive.
Look at the road,
if you can't do that,
look at your cellphone,
just don't look out your window,
don't take notes,
let your eyes glaze foaming with a big stupid grin,
that's why we love Americans.

It's not your job.
Your life is a laugh,
the funny part is how seriously you take.
No one is angry about your cellphone.
It is about what you see, but what you can understand.
the cultural insight you can give towards cracking the code.
but when you heat a furnace so hot it's just going to crumble.
You are lucky that Daniel lived the life he did, so you don't have to.
You are lucky to live a life worth forgetting.
No one needs more stories to sort through.